Trying to figure out what else this crazy messed up life is going to throw at me. It threw the love of my life at me. And that's what makes me not hate it so much. But the thing i'm dealing with now, it my aunt, she's trying to run my life. Forgetting that i'm an adult, and i have my own life. She thinks that i shouldn't be with chris all the time, that i should be focusing on everyhting else. So the other day she basically told me, if i'm going to be over his house all the time, that's where i need to be. I haven't talked to her since then. so now me and chris are trying to find somewhere to go for a month a least. we have a place or two, but we need something more. Cuz in a month we will have moved to jasper, Indiana. A better place for both of us.