I know this is random, but i just though it was interesting. so i'll put up the A's first his week.

Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airborne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.
Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)
Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.

The con!

So i'm going to the con this weekend. NERD FREAKIN HEAVEN.
I've only ever been to a star wars convention. An that was really funny. There was a alot more guys than girls. And i was being looked at like they had never seen a girl in there life's LOL! But any way. I know i'm gonna have alot of fun.

Yeah so apparently i was sick for the past few days, I felt like total crap. But then just this morning i woke with a freakin start and puked every freakin where. It made me feel somewhat better. But any way. I will be putting up a book review soon. Just have to choose which one.

horray!!!

ALRIGHT! Lets all be happy for chris! He got a job! I am so happy for him, and so very proud of him. He had a job before but that was a freakin rip off. Apparently He was only filling in for someone that was on strike. Well at least he got paid. The money is sometimes the only good thing about working. But anyway. GO CHRIS!!!

The idea

Isn't the point of you telling someone that you forgive them the point. I mean they are supposed to feel better and smile. Well not exactly. Sometimes they feel so darn bad, they wont let you forgive them. They just lay there looking all pathetic. Until they can forgive the,selves. Or when someone apologizes profusely, when it wasn't there fault to begin with. I guess some people are to kind hearted. And you have to love those people. But the point of being nice is not to rub it in the persons face, but to be nice to the person no matter what they do. But any way there are still the jerks that don't get the point at all. you will have more friends if your nice. And the friends that you do have are just to freakin scared of you not to be your friend. The people that are there friends, what is your problem. I mean gosh! You could find a better friend who doesn't treat you like the big pile of crap he just freakin walked through. Find a friend that treats you like that favorite shirt they have in a drawer at home. The one they wear all the time. The one they wont stop wearing even after it gets way to small for them. Or shrinks in the laundry. Keep those friends they are the best in the whole world.

Book review

I decided to put a new book review up each week. Whether it be a new book or an old book. Here's this weeks review.

Okay the book FANG.
Love Fang, love the whole series of Maximum Ride. And i even loved this book. But let me just say it freakin drove me crazy. First off Angel, who we all thought was a little angel, no pun intended, turns out to be a little demon. I mean you saw glimpses of it in the first few books. But nothing too bad. But that's what makes you love it more, and hate it at the same time. She throws you for a loop every time. That make you want to know what she's gonna so next. Then there is this Dylan character. Who lets be honest is hot as hell. But is trying to get rid of Fang so he can be Max's "Soul mate." Which also makes the book interesting. You want to keep reading to see if Fang kicks his butt, or if Dylan steals Max. But what makes you mad, and what makes you itching for the next book to come out, is the fact is the freakin loop they throw in. It makes you want to throw the book across the room. But i can't tell you so i don't ruin the ending. But is a really good book all in all. It may make you mad as hell, and shut it for a few seconds. But you will finish it in one day.

Sorry

I've been really busy lately so i haven't been able to update. But here's what i know for now.
Me and chris moved to Indiana.
I got a job, babysitting two cute very active kids.
Chris is getting a job. Well i am very proud of him.

Trying to figure out what else this crazy messed up life is going to throw at me. It threw the love of my life at me. And that's what makes me not hate it so much. But the thing i'm dealing with now, it my aunt, she's trying to run my life. Forgetting that i'm an adult, and i have my own life. She thinks that i shouldn't be with chris all the time, that i should be focusing on everyhting else. So the other day she basically told me, if i'm going to be over his house all the time, that's where i need to be. I haven't talked to her since then. so now me and chris are trying to find somewhere to go for a month a least. we have a place or two, but we need something more. Cuz in a month we will have moved to jasper, Indiana. A better place for both of us.

so...anyway i foound out that my ex still has feelings for me. YIKES!! and now i know he wont ever leave me alone. Someone please help me.

So today i need help from you my readers.
How do you tell a friend something you know they will be mad at you for.
If you could, could you leave a comment. i need help from you all.

So today I went to school. we had to read our life storys out loud. And lets just say that it was a cry fest all around. There were so many heart felt stories that i just had to give way to tears. There were alot of us crying. But I didn't read mine. i had someone else read it. it was alot harder to write.

Today

so today me and chris had a few problems. But nothing we couldn't handle. We always solve our problems together. It's alot easier together. But afterwards we went to taco bell. I GOT A CRUNCH WRAP! But any way, I am going to prom friday and saturday. My friend is throwing one, and my school is haveing one. I have two different dresses to wear. One is a mini dress for friday. And the other is a formal dress for saturday. They are both amazing dresses. LOL! I am going to the first with Chris and the second with my friend paige. She has had alot going on. But i told her to keep an open mind. I told her that we will get through it together. And she's a strong girl, so she will get through it.

To get you caught up

The past couple of months i have been going my own direction. I wanted so much to live my own life. And not for everyone else around me. I decided to put that plan into action. I got the chance to do that. When i met my finace Chris. He mad me feel like i've never felt before. We decided that our love was to strong to be let go like this. So i moved in with him. It worked out for a few months, it was amazing. All of my friends never expected me to, but i did. And i was proud of myself. I loved him so much, but it got awkward ther after awhile. seeing as how his mom was there. So i moved in with my aunt. And so far its been working out pretty well. He comes and sees me every day. And now he's got a job. I'm so proud of him.
Love ya babe!